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feel like my headcanons for gender-nonconformity amongst Tres Horny Boys often fall just a little to the left of usual fanon — by which I mean, I see Taako as androgynous more so than feminine, and see Magnus as the one who's feminine, but in ways that he mix-and-matches with masculine elements too. and of course, the distinction between any of these things is a social construct, and is probably best thought of as revolving around individual intent — but that's how I like to conceptualize them conceptualizing it, you know?
this is probably better explained by example. to me, the typical Taako outfit is going to be something like those long flowy pants that are indistinguishable from a skirt at a distance, but with occasional real skirts in the rotation too (just to keep them guessing). while the average Magnus outfit involves multiple earrings (the dangliest ones that wouldn't be a hazard in a fight), pink nail polish, and a pair of cargo shorts. pure chaos that only he could make work. then in the meantime, Merle has never in his life even seriously contemplated gender presentation at all — if he puts flowers in his beard, that's 'cause it brings him closer to Pan and he happens to think these colors look nice! no reflection given and no reflection needed on any cultural concepts of masculinity, and whether or not he aligns with them.
#and btw when i say “androgynous” for taako i obviously don't mean “white skinny person”#not sure what the point of putting this in the tags is because people who follow me probably already know i don't mean that#and people who see this post somewhere other than my blog would be more likely to need the clarification#but whatever! this is just a silly post. an excuse to talk about magnus nail polish & cargo shorts#taz#taz balance#thb#anyways i think merle is too aro (whether he realizes it or not) to have a huge stake in gender#much like i'm starting to realize about myself lmao
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#pic#story#Checking Courage#The Royal Pibling’s Plight#handsome knights#augh--- hey yall#Good news! I'm out of college and have much more time to work on ALUW#bad news. I need a job...#So much is going on in author's life but I'll never give up on aluw...#I do need to clean up my space though#it's a mess in here.#Anyway! Ask box is on#I have plans for the story but it's been a month I wanna walk through things with y'all#Ko-fi's always open if you ever wanna support me and the blog#I'm also working on other things that I don't always talk about on this account and ko-fi's like the center of information#so you can always follow there and get some news if need be
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Hi,
The TL;DR of this post is this will no longer be a Mario blog, and I won't be participating in any kind of fandom here anymore.
This is for anyone who keeps tabs on me for any reason, but specifically my fanfiction I guess. I'm a writer so this will be a little long winded lol, but feel free to read what you want.
First I want to thank everyone who kept up with and read my story I'll Never Let You Go. At the time of writing, it was my best work and existed quietly in my drafts for seven or eight years as I built and built it up. It's the longest story I have ever completed, the eclipse of my skills and experiences at a time when all I wanted was to carry across a story about star-crossed lovers while I myself longed for such a fairytale love. While publishing, I invited artists to participate in a small challenge, which resulted in these lovely posts (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8), and set the stage beautifully for me to reveal the major twist of the story. I thank everyone who participated in making that moment so special for me. I'm very proud of the story and how it turned out after all this time. But I'm ready to move onto greater things.
And to anyone who has read any of my other works, thank you. My muse is an impulsive creature and I followed it toward many stories which sometimes had strange methods behind them but ultimately turned into projects I could be proud of. It means the world that my random explorations met any kind of audience with such positive reception.
Fandom has become a problem for me. What used to feel relaxed and creatively exciting now feels like a source of pressure. I caved into it once or twice and posted stories or art or whatever in the past specifically designed to heighten attention or exposure to my work. It never worked quite like I thought and always made me feel a little gross afterward. I may erase these works once I track them down. But now the pressure isn't even creative, it's become more or less of a social performance for me which I am not willing to participate in anymore.
So from now on, I'm going to blog what I want to and write whatever comes to me. Mario or not, fanwork or not. There are still some Mario stories mostly done that I want to share and I may do that in my own time, but it will not be with any intention except to please myself.
I think I'm moving towards more original ideas. There are fan concepts I want to finish out, and if I do it will take time.
Anyway. If any of this doesn't resonate with you, that's fine. Most of my stories will remain up and I'm happy to interact regarding those, but otherwise I would appreciate to not be included in the fandom community on Tumblr anymore. I'll hopefully occasionally find the will to browse for fanfic myself, though lately I haven't been much in the mood to read it. Feel free to unfollow or block or whatever you need to do. I wish you luck. I'm looking forward to being more active on my terms.
Thank you 💙
#Not tagging anyone just to avoid tying any of them to this#I had hoped sharing INLYG would bring my spark back#But I have only come to accept that my spark has just gone elsewhere#It has very little to do with anyone in the fandom#Really it has more to do with communities in my irl than anything here#The pressure is just too similar to something I've had too much experience with and I need to not expose myself to it anymore#I shall be the master of my own experience 🥸#So anyway#You're welcome to follow along as this blog begins to reflect who I am#Or you're welcome not to#For the first time in my life I don't care#Not in a mean way just in a peaceful way#I don't care as a neutral declaration#✨I don't care 🌟💕#So yea#Do or don't keep up with me#Diary of Drones
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Hello people who I may have jump-scared by following them back (sorry abt that lol) you are now my moots….. .how are you all this fine evening..
#i realized like#i recognise a very large portion of you since forever#some of you have been following me since the beginning of this blog (arguably not that long but still)#and. i realized. i should probably like. idk.#i need more moots i’m lonely okay#i do not know how online interaction works but i feel like i should do it more yk?#anyways back to my hole in the dirt i go#cable stupids
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Logging out for a while, love you miss you <3
#idk when I'll be back on#I think maybe end of the month to test the waters but we'll see#someone was having a bad day and decided to take it out in my inbox last night#and then when I logged off they got mad I didn't answer and sent a few more 🤪#usually I'm pretty good at rationalizing these things. gen z feels like the only place they have power is on the internet so of course when#they're angry and scared they're going to come after the people that they can actually reach#(and that includes me; proud owner of an anime thirst blog with 6 followers <3)#what they need is a hug and a copy of the anarchist protest guide and maybe a community garden; not someone responding to them with more#anger#but as I stated. I'm exhausted.#anyway. this is all to say#if you're feeling so much kinetic energy from rage that you feel the best way to get rid of it is to yell at some rando on the internet#use that energy to do something productive#sign up for a protest; volunteer at your local soup kitchen; teach crafts at the library.#a lot of people need a lot of help right now; why waste time shouting into the void when you could be doing something with genuine impact#the world needs helpers more than ever#if you made it this far thank u I love you; and stay safe out there cowboys 💞
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collecting bsd mutuals like pokemon rn lmao
#u guys should like.. comment below if u like bsd and are an artist/writer i need more of you#literally shock of my life when i scroll through my followers and i see a tumblrfamous artist/writer that has been following me for MONTHS#but my dumbass notifs regretted to inform me#so i meekly have to creep up to their inbox and kneel in front of them and be like “ty for gracing my humble blog with ur presence”#before hitting follow#actually gives me anxiety that they must think im so self absorbed that i wouldn't want to follow them back#like “oh she thought she made ONE good post and shes suddenly entitled” NO NO NO I PROMISE THATS NO IT#anyway. opened up there a little too much💀#bsd ppl come forth rn
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chuuya and yosano are on their (wip) blogs, and then . as a treat <3 i’ll be making a blog for an oc who’s been rotting my brain
#chuuya and yosano i don’t expect anyone to follow since it’s p obvious i’m in my multi era#like i’m barely here and my queue is running out already#the oc is bsd-based and a lesbian and i think the rpc needs more lesbians <3#anyways#the blog will NOT be super high activity i’m just …. yearning
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simblr has been more quiet lately, i hope everyone is okay and taking care of themselves. ♥️
#at least MY dashboard has been slower lately! which is funny because i follow 700ish blogs 😭#(4-5 of which are bg3 and i definitely see more bg3 than sims lately ajdkdjs)#anyway whether it’s school or work or other hobbies/things taking up time i wish you well :’)#i’m definitely still hanging around just posting more on my side blog (calidosun) and still obsessed w bg3 lmaoo#but that being said i NEED to get a halloween or fall themed post done before the month is over. i’m itching for it. 🎃#wish me luck though because keeping my game open for more than a hour at a time has been difficult lately 🫡#alright love u gays
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-- TAKING A BREAK --
hewwo, im gonna be taking a break from tumblr for the next while.
ive come to realize that im on tumblr wayyyy too much bc of my (newly found) ocd so im leaving for a while to try and deal with it (+ other stuff in the op tags)
i'll be back once im satisfied w/ my progress, but there is a chance i won't be back for months, so if u want to stay in contact send me a DM w ur discord or smthn, i'll check them a couple of times in the next couple days, but after that no tumblr at all.
so yeah, byebyes & i'll see u people later hopefully <3
#cybernetic meows#im putting more reasons why under the cut in the tags#xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx#okay so ive found that i probably have ocd and the whole chronological dash is actually quite bad for me bc ive gotten obsessive over#seeing every single post from all the blogs im following and thats just not really worth it in terms of time and#plus im quite lonely atm so seeing people on the dash being friends and having fun together is honestly making me feel sick and#a bit dysphoric#which just sucks but its not really anyones fault (but mine ig)#this break is mainly just so i can sort out life#finish exams get a job#get some mf therapy cuz yeah i def need it#try and connect w my local queer community hopefully#maybe try and move out but thats probly years away yet#anyway if u read this far thanks i appreciate it alot <3
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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@userdramas 2023 secret santa
↳ shin min ah roles through the years
merry christmas @junghaesin! sorry it's kinda late (i know it's within the posting time frame but still ahfkdsf) i was holding off on posting this bc there were a couple asks i sent through and i didn't know if i should wait for you to answer them or if tumblr just ate them (which- totally fine if you got them and just didn't have the time/energy to answer but if you didn't get them..grrrrrr tumblr)! but i had fun talking to you anyway hehe we were busy talking about kpop i didn't even ask about kdramas LMAO.
this set didn't really turn out the way i wanted it to but shin min ah pulls through so 😌 i hope you had a great christmas and have an amazing new year 💖
- your secret santa 🧑🎄
#userdramas#kdramaedit#kdramanetwork#shin min ah#mine#when i initially got you for secret santa and saw your “profile” of fave dramas etc i freaked out a lil bit bc i hadn't watched ANY LMAO#but! as soon as i saw you list shin min ah i was like okay!!!!!#thank you for making me go back to remember my girlfriend is a gumiho#lee seunggi and her were so young then!!!!!#so cute 😫#i was going to include other dramas like our blues#and#tomorrow with you#but thought i'd stick with these three because i feel like they're her 3 most important ones in her career?#well these are the only ones i've watched from her and idk if i've watched them because they're the 3 most important ones or#if they seem like the 3 most important ones because i've watched them?#ajkhfksdhfl anyway#i hope you like it!!#off to follow your kpop blog hehe i need more xdinary heroes on my dash
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,,, little lemmings in line...
#adamandi#needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok#something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy#yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this#since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better#mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals#yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess#... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones#like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl#the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o#.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the#academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following#following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea#quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm#i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it#outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and#below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i#found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear#anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin#.
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Pathetic!Kimhan truthers rise up 💕
#baby-dom chay you are my confidante my best friend my silly rabbit.#for legal reasons this is a lightheated jokey post :')#but it is also what I do every time 💀#I dont know if its because it orders them Chay/Kim on ao3 so when the dom/sub tag is there im like OH MY GOD YES FINALLY LETS FUCKING GO#rare dom-sub variations my beloved#alas.................. people look at kim and think ''hot.'' instead of ''sopping wet pathetic little meow meow''#the power that d/s chay/kim has.#Kimhan 'needs to be in complete control' Theerapanyakul#utterly picked apart by Porchay 'broke down all of Kims careful defenses by accident' Kittisawadt#it just makes sense!!!!!#credit to tumblr user kinnbig for the meme#negative credit for being too much of a puthy to post it tho 🙏#that said my wife does have significantly more followers than me to be angy in the inbox and she does not want that smoke💀#I however needed this on my blog more than my peace and sanity#anyway sub!kim is my hill to die on#youre telling me you dont look at Kimhan Theerapanyakul and want him held down by the throat??#you think he doesnt deserve to be pinned to a wall???#thats like enrichment for him??? he loves it#its perfect. Kim finally doesnt have to be in control and Chay finally gets to!! its just such a neat exploration of trust!!#something something eroticising vulnerability after years of being forced to be stoic and invulnerable and emotionally cut off 💕#the fandom can barely handle sub!Kim so let me stay completely silent on my sub!Vegas thesis....... but like...... 👀#anyway!! babygirlify that man#put that man on his knees agenda 💕
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Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you send this to ten of your favourite followers (positivity is cool!!)🌈🌈 (You don’t follow me but I chose to ignore that and send this to you as my fave person on here and I just want you to day nice things about yourself 🫶🏽)
🫣😶🌫️😶😳💀🥲 oh god hahahaha okay for you, I will do this. here I go…..
1. Sense of humor
2. Optimism
3. Embracing anything that brings joy unashamedly
4. Disciplined
5. Strength/refusing to let the bad things win
PHEW. You’re so sweet and kind, forever honored to be considered in such regards 🥹❤️
#I need to follow way more people but omg I thought I did??#it’s probably under my main account evbuckdiaz which I never use#this is my side blog unfortunately#anyways love u ❤️#asks
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this is your reminder that if I don’t follow you on tumblr I still love you.
#I hate that tumblr did the freaking mutual thing because now everyone can see#dash curation is such a personal thing and it’s also a brain thing#If you are intellectually stimulating it’s better if I just check your blog now and then#(which doesn’t mean if I do follow you you are intellectually not stimulating)#it’s just. a delicate balance and vibe#and it’s one of those things where the more you say it and draw attention to it the more awkward it becomes#But also I’ve been wanting to make this post for a while!#idk. it’s something I’ve wrestled with for so long and then eventually I was just like. I need the vibe of the dash to be a certain way#just for my own sanity and that involves not following a lot of people tbh#anyway I just. Yeah. It’s a public space so the necessity of boundaries being established is normal and everyone’s gotta#but it’s also a community and I know how hurtful it can be to suddenly realize someone is not following you who once was#idk. I strongly encourage everyone to unfollow me#and check in when you want if you want lol#who would WANT these things on their dash#just all interspersed#No one cares Maria it’s not important etc.#but yeah it’s just very. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people#I’ve ghosted stand there in the room#like. It can FEEL like that
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ouuughg I'm trying to open up more and talk more about stuff here (since this is MY blog and I can do what I want) but i also want to interact with people around here more bc it can be fun sometimes ... but good god is it scary. it's like I have to fight myself every time v.v
#artemis rambles#delete later#<- maybe...#yeah I've been on tumblr for almost 10 years now probably and ive never posted much. just reblogged shit#idk. been using social media without the social aspect really skdjsjjs#but changing that and posting and commenting on people's stuff is sooooo hard. like i feel like i need to be hit over the head#or that people will hate me and find me annoying for everything i say. or that no one will care about anything i post#idk. depression and social anxiety ain't fun i guess. lead to me always feeling a bit lonely... even on all my fandom blogs#which have more followers than my main too... like i see other people in the fandom interacting and collabing and I'm just like... hm.#making friends is really hard for me and idk how to use social media correctly hehe#anyway rant over just needed to vent a little i guess
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